I miss my childhood days! It seems as if it were a different world all together! A world with no worries.. no deadlines.. no pretensions.. though during our childhood we all dream of growing big fast like our elder cousins and earning money and having fun! But when we actually reach here we end up realising that growing big is not so rosy as it used to seem to be when we were little! And exactly at that point we start missing our childhood days!
I miss those sleepy classes of college when the only thing we used to desire was when the class would finish! Then those fever of tests! But at least it used to give some kind of adventure in our day to day life. Once you start working, the only adventure you will be forced to find in is in the project deadline!
Now all the 12 months seem identical to me. No month of vacation, no month of exam and no month of commencement of session… only 12 days a year you will feel a little happier than the rest of the 353 days and that would be your pay-day… other than that all days, all weekends pass away in similar fashion…
May be I am becoming too much depressive… well, I am not saying that I am not happy with my present life, I am quite happy, but sometime I get tired with the boredom of working life.. yeah we get enough freedom to live our life in the way we want to live, but at the same time it lacks the enthusiasm and energy that we used to have during our student life… that may be because during that time we were not aware of the struggle we would need to do in future in order to prove ourselves…. may be… I don’t know…
But whatever it is, I would really love to go back in time, even for few hours, and become a child again… where I can do whatever I feel like at any point of time… I can get myself drenched in rain…. I can run along the park… I can sing at the top of my voice even if I do not have a tune…. I can fight with my best friend brutally
and then patch up with her without saying ’sorry’…. I would love to be within my mom’s embrace… I would love to cry without any reason and explanation… In short, I would love to become a kid and forget all my responsibilities for one day!