Anybody that tells you, ladies I mean you, that it is not so bad turning 40, well their full of *&^#!.  And, I’dreally like to meet the genius who said that now 40 is the new 20. I mean ,what is this fool taking, because I sure need me some,  I sure don’t feel and I damn sure don’t look like I did when I was 20.            

     I have been a stay at home mom with 4 children for the last 20 years. Now maybe, if I was rich and pampered with no worries, I might feel somewhat like I did back then, but after years of some times not knowing if we’d have enough to eat next month, or how we were going to pay rent, or any of the other numerous things me and the just plain everyday people often go through, I feel like exactly what I am ,a 40 year old who just keeps getting older everyday. Can’t wait till I’m 60, I feel like I’m 30. BULL*&^#!!!!!!!!!!