I know how hard motherhood can be. I didn’t think it would be so hard when I made the choice to become a mother. But along with the joys of being a mom also came alot of sacrifices. Like a social life, there is no more socializing once kids are in the picture, as well as no more alone time or private time . But even though I weighed my decision carefully and i love my kids dearly. It still gets to me just how much i gave up for them. And yeah sometimes i think what if? But then reality hits and i realize i can not live without my sons. They are the air i breathe, the very life i live. I would lay down my life for my sons. I am so blessed to have this chance to be a mother. And although some people view this as a jailbird life i just want to say that for me this is not a prison , parenthood is a blessing that some people just don’t get. If I could I would keep all my kids and only change my past mistakes. After all GOD DON’T MAKE MISTAKES!