This is the true story of my journey of struggles and anticipation to becoming a father for the first time.
I have been told over and over by my wife, friends and family that I will be make a great father. I can’t tell you how much that means to me. I truly hope I live up to those expectations. I am ready, that’s for sure.
There is a very active baby in my wife’s tummy. The little one moves constantly and has quite a kick. Just ask my wife. When we are lying in bed or sitting together, if the baby is moving she grabs my hand and puts it on her stomach. I feel it squirming around. But within a few seconds it stops. It’s like I calm it down. I sure hope that is a sign of things to come. But who knows.
Life is filled with excitement, anticipation, uncertainties and lots of unknowns. The unknowns are many, like whether we are having a boy or girl; what color its eyes or hair is going to be; who it will look like; what will its personality be like. We haven’t even agreed on a name yet.
On the other hand, there are things I do know. I know tragedy builds character and can make you stronger. I know things happen for a reason. And the devastating losses we suffered were probably meant to help us be even better parents. I know that even though I thought I was ready before, I am more ready than ever. I may even have a greater appreciation for raising a child.
I know this above all else. To my unborn child, “Daddy is waiting!”
My son Matthew Alexander was born on April 9th, 2007. He came into this world at seven pounds and nineteen inches long. Since the moment the delivery doctor held him high in the air for me to see, he has been the single greatest joy I have ever known. Every struggle, every test, every day of waiting, every loss and every tear were all well worth the wait. I wouldn’t have traded any of it.
This story is dedicated to my wife. If it were not for her unflappable courage and determination, I would not be a father today. And of course to my son Matthew, who on a daily basis brings more joy to us than we have ever known.
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