First things first….i am gay, and i know i am gay because i have an attraction to guys and have never been attracted to a girl. With that said i have come to wonder about my life. I am not here to tell a sob story, or for advice…i am only here to speak of a unique situation of which i am very surprised i even possible. I am 20 years old and a virgin, never hooked up, or kissed anyone in my life, never been in a relationship either. Also i have never really had much social interaction with another guy who is gay. I have been out for almost 6 years now and I grew up with a very large group of friends, all of whom (to my knowledge at least) were straight. I already know that i don’t like many gay guys because i don’t like guys who act all girly. Also to make things even more interesting i think nudity is absolutely disgusting, so I’m not even very enthusiastic on the whole having sex thing. Id actually prefer to never have it. I can’t stand pornography, and i just think nudity is completely awkward in general. That will pose a problem in the future because i doubt ill ever meet anyone else with that same mentality. I would be happy just have the company of anther guy and just cuddling and nothing else. I believe in love for the company and not for the sexual aspect of it. Like i said i did not write this to cry about my issues or to ask for advice from anyone because trust me I’ve heard more advice than i know what to do with. I just wrote this for people to find interesting or for me to see if anyone happens to relate to it.

P.S. I am actually very happy because I have the best friends i could ever ask for and that’s all i really need in my life. They are straight and i am totally cool with being the token gay dude. lol