A Rant.

Now, using a quote from the great Forrest Gump I will end this section of my rant, “ That’s all I have to say about that.”

                                                       FALL CLEANING

Though I have never been diagnosed, I think I am a bit OCD, ( obsessive compulsive disorder) I have to have my house in order and clean. To be honest I have gotten better over the years but I still have to spring and fall clean my house. My husband wants me to hire a cleaning service to do this but they would not do the job I can do.

I started Friday by putting away our summer clothes and taking our fall and winter clothing out of storage. This of course involved cleaning closets. It was an all day affair.

Saturday I started in the back bedroom, office and exercise room. I washed all curtains and binds, steam cleaned the walls and pictures on the walls and mopped all the floors. I worked until 1500 and then cleaned up for Halloween.

Sunday was the same scenario with the living room, family room, master bedroom, both bathrooms and kitchen. I worked from 1000 until 2200. I usually plan this on a weekend I have off and my husband is at work. It is easier to do if I am alone.

Now, my house is clean , smells great and I’m bone tired. My problem is I can’t sit in the office and write if I know I have dirty laundry to do, the floors need to be swept and mopped and so on.

                                                           IN CONCLUSION

Let me just say I have been feeling a bit overwhelmed. I’m trying to find a way to have it all and do what I need to do. I have to work to help pay the bills, I have to do laundry, clean house, grocery shop, do the bookkeeping for the house. Then there are the things I love to do, ballroom dancing, writing, dates with my husband, making love with my husband, playing with our granddaughters, spending time with our children, reading a good book and taking a day of rest. In order to do it all something has to suffer or go undone.

Is the grass really greener on the other side of the fence or does everyone have a few brown patches? How do others make their life work? Do I have my fingers in to many pots? I often wonder if I am doing some things well or just many things mediocre. I think I need to sit back and reevaluate what is important in my life but then again this is only a rant.

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  • Alexiandria M Michaels on Nov 4, 2009

    This was pretty intense, the type of intense that only working mom’s know, and then, yes even then, quoting Emeril, you got to kick it up a notch, because your a NURSE! AND then, your an ICU.. you need a vacation from even your disney vacation. :) Hang in there! You are amazing!

  • ken bultman on Nov 4, 2009

    Good grief Girtie. Somebody needs a nap. What a wonderful tirade. Good you let it out berfore you popped. lol. Hey, kiddo, we all have brown patches.

  • CHAN LEE PENG on Nov 4, 2009

    I’m glad to know that you’d had a wonderful time at Disneyland. All household chores are particularly boring because they’re so routine in nature. In the middle of busy life, you still know how to find activities to entertain yourself, so this is wonderful! You’re a person who really knows how to find equilibrium in your life, and this is good for you. The reason is that you’re both physically and mentally healthy! Cheers!

    All the best for you, my loyal friend! :-)

  • Ruby Hawk on Nov 4, 2009

    I know exactly what you mean. I went through the same thing for years and now that I’m retired I still stay busy. I never get all the thing done that I want to. I always thought when I retired I would lead a life of leisure but that time hasn’t come yet.

  • Guy Hogan on Nov 4, 2009

    I gave up long ago trying to have it all. I stay as much as possible within my limits. I know this attitude on my part is not acceptable to many people but it works for me. I find this is the only way I can deal with life.

  • PR Mace on Nov 4, 2009

    Thanks everyone for all the kind words. I have been feeling really stressed out lately and as a friend use to say I was having a pity party. Writing about it really helped to let my feelings out. I think my rant is over and I will get back to life, writing, dancing and of course making love with my husband. My dear Triond friends you are the best in the world.

  • Goodselfme on Nov 5, 2009

    Oh my friend, I worked as a nurse , ER, ICU, Med., Surg. and in many facilites for 44 years. I sure understand your rant. You have every right to come up with all you wrote. Thank you for all you are doing!

  • Christine Ramsay on Nov 5, 2009

    I am sure you must feel better having got that out of your system. I must say life was pretty much the same for me before I retired. Now I have time, such a precious commodity. Even so I still get stressed at rimes. I hope things ease down a bit for you. Take some time for yourself if you can.

    Christine

  • papaleng on Nov 5, 2009

    Though you have gone through those hard tasks I know you have spent some quality time in Disney world.

  • Sharif Ishnin on Nov 5, 2009

    The grass always seems greener on the other side, but it is not. Hold dear to what you have because deep down inside we all know there are other people worse off. No job, poor health and no family. Thinking of that always put things back to perspective for me. Very interesting rant this one!:)

  • Moses Ingram on Nov 6, 2009

    Hope you feel better now, I think a lot of readers will understand and remember such times in their own life.

    how you feel.

  • R.B. Parsley on Nov 7, 2009

    Pam,
    Know exactly what your talking about. Mary often says I get too many irons in the fire, and because I do, something always ends up suffering. She especially gets onto me if I start multitasking. So these days all I multitask on is my writing. If I get stuck on a story, then I will pull up another unfinished story and work on it until I hit another dead end, then move on to yet another. Then I go back and start editing each of them until I get what I want. My wife is beginning to find out just how hard it is to be a writer, now that she’s seen all the work that goes into it. But even then she tells me I’m too much a perfectionist when it comes to writing, and she’s is probably right. Great Rant, Pam. Message me and let me know how you are doing.

    Randy

  • Melody SJAL on Nov 7, 2009

    At least you had a great time at Disneyland. I am a nurse too but have been away from hospital nursing for several years now. Nice post.

  • clay hurtubise on Nov 9, 2009

    lol, I know you had a tough time, but you present it so I can picture myself there: I would not have coped as well! I’d be in jail!
    Thanks,
    Clay

  • rene Lee on Nov 9, 2009

    thank god I am retired. I dont set my alarm anymore and take an afternoon nap. Love Rene

  • nobert soloria bermosa on Nov 10, 2009

    very hectic indeed,sorry my friend I almost miss this one

  • Glynis Smy on Nov 17, 2009

    Oh how I do not miss those nursing hours. I have just gotten our home ready for winter, lining the nest to keep us warm. Don’t forget you, take time out for you.

  • Daisy Peasblossom on Nov 18, 2009

    Some days seems like there are more brown patches than green. Glad to note you have now recovered, and are again your busy self.

  • fishfry aka Elizabeth Figueroa on Nov 19, 2009

    Very intense but awesome rant. I truly understand, life has it trials and yet we must stand strong

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