When the majority of my life is car journeys to drug deals and signing shift rotas I can think of very little to say. Day in and day out, nothing ever changes, and nothing ever will. I hope something changes. I need change like the Earth needs to continue spinning. I feel like a planet without motion, watching the rest of the solar system orbit the sun year, after year, after year. Yet I don’t move, I’ve never moved and never will. I’m even unsure as to why I’m writing this. Maybe I’m asking for help?