Hello baby. I’m not sure what  your are yet. Boy or girl it does not matter  because you are my  baby and  I love you. I can’t wait  to meet you. There is so much  for you to learn that i can teach you. I  promise you that I will be good mother to you. I want to give you everything even though I know I can’t. Right now,baby, we are  both going through a lot of changes physically and mentally. I dont mind though because you are the best thing that has ever happened to me. I know there is going to be a lot of things i cannot give to you, but you will have to be patient with me. I want you to have a better life than I did and I hope to give that to you. I sit evryday  thinking about what you’re going to look like and how big you will be. I hope you like the names i have pick out for you. I know  when you get older there are  going to be a lot of times when you think I’m being mean, but I’m just trying to protect you. There are  probably a lot of things you ar going to get mad about, like  when your  boyfriend or girlfreind  does not call or cant hang out. There is going to be a lot of hard times, good times, bad times, and I’ll be here for them all. When you get older there are going to be talks  that we a going to have to have, but bear with me because your friends are not always right. There are going to be things  you wont want to do  that you will have to. Life is not easy. I’m telling you this because I know it’s not. There is so much more that I would like to tell you, but we can wait for that. For now ,baby, I love you.