Hiding in those secret places.

 

Confessions are things that are driven to the secret part of your mind,

shielded and guarded to protect you from exposure or admission,

are what I call your confessions.

There are a lot of unsavory things that you have done in your past, but

the worst part is that the real damage was done to you. Some where

along the way in your past, you’ve become twisted and your views have

become disturbingly distorted. 

You have taken a walk on the wild side many times before, where you’d

listened to the nonsense within your head. You couldn’t and didn’t make

good judgment calls on the actions that you took.

Experimenting with drugs and sexual eccentrics while enjoying what you

knew was unconventional, and at a great expense to your life, health and

freedom.

Caught up in the trappings of thinking that today you’ll change, yet

continued within the walls of madness that wouldn’t allow you to believe

that things could get better so you continued on in secrecy.

How many times have you had unprotected sex with someone else’s

partner? Or having foreplay and intimate encounters without penetration,

with someone you knew was off-limit?

What hell hole did you crawl out of when in your drug-induced state of

paranoia, you found yourself around strangers that you didn’t even

know? You’re thirsting for another hit, hoping and trusting them to

provide a small piece of illusion for a price. Now your body becomes the

bargaining chip.

How many times did you go out with losers, to get them to furnish food

in the fridge because your pockets were empty? Having dinner dates and

pretending that you couldn’t finish your meal, so you could get a doggy-

bag to take your leftovers home with you?

Difficult times will make you do unpleasant things.  Aren’t you the one

who chose to have sex with a sheep because you were located in a rural

community and all alone? Has your mind taken a detour into moral

corruption? Your life has been ruined because of gang rape. So that now

you can’t achieve gratification any longer. So you’re on public display

having sex with a mule for a price, becoming a secret attraction on the

Mexican circuit.

Confessions are hard to admit when you molest your own children,

and they are frightened and threatened to keep your ugly dark secret.

Interacting with other people with a smile but there is a dark side. Do

you let newcomers know that you’re a rapist and a pedophile? Do you

fake a normal existence because your confession would place you

behind bars?

How many people are missing because of you because you’re a sick

depraved lunatic that gets off on killing prostitutes because your mother

was a drunken whore?  

Confessions can be harmful to others if not exposed, there are many

scandalous individuals having unprotected sex. Knowing they have the

AIDS virus or maybe Herpes infection but their goal is to make everyone

infected because of their anger of having this STD (sexually transmitted

disease).

This confession needs to come out but your lips are shut tight.

We all have some confessions what’s yours?

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  • Will Dee on Aug 8, 2011

    Wow that was a really deep topic. Sometimes little secret can turn into bigger problems later on in life. Overall a very personal message I guess we should share at some point.

  • yes me on Aug 8, 2011

    Hi,Terry long time no see… well that is a list and a half, sometimes it helps to open up… I guess we all have a sin or two to hide or share cheers

  • athena goodlight on Aug 8, 2011

    One of my private pleasures is overeating. Much worse… overeating cakes, chocolates and some chips on occasions. I know I will be punished for this soon. yaiks!

  • LoveDoctor on Aug 8, 2011

    Confessions is an impressive piece of work in your collection. Thought-provoking while stimulating interest at the same time. I’m curious to know what kind of responses you will get:)

  • Atanacio on Aug 8, 2011

    This was the dirty raw truth in full detail.. and you pulled it off GREAT JOB :) FRANK

  • SharifaMcFarlane on Aug 8, 2011

    As always, you handled this topic in a very real way.

  • Paul Roberts on Aug 8, 2011

    Very powerful, powerful indeed. Long time no see.

  • CA Johnson on Aug 8, 2011

    This is an amazing and deep poem. It is better to confess things because depending on what you are keeping to yourself, it could hurt others. Thanks for sharing.

  • LoveDoctor on Aug 8, 2011

    Hello, I like to share this message with all of Authoress Terry E. Lyle\’s fans and friends. She wanted me to inform you that due to computer issues, she is not able to maintain communication on the Triond website only because it has malfunctioned.She misses you and wishes you all the best in success and excellence in writing. From time to time, I will be peeking on all of you from someone else\’s computer. I might be gone from here, but you’re not forgotten and remember how I do it. “Just Keep it Real.”

  • Authoress Terry E. Lyle on Aug 20, 2011

    Thanks my friend Marlene….I’m slowly trying to come back and happy my computer didn’t go haywire….well let me run before my issues comes back.

  • CHIPMUNK on Nov 14, 2011

    to confess to our deeds is not easy

  • magic quill on Mar 8, 2012

    mmm reading your work can make us go out of our self decieving comfort zone and face up to our confessions.

  • Tiki33 on Mar 9, 2012

    What a powerful message. I really enjoyed reading this and it displays many truths. Thanks for sharing!

  • uche on May 3, 2012

    Nice poem ,becos we need to face our confessions even though it will hurt so many close ones

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