I have realized over a course of time I have seen many drastic changes in folks that were major in handling situations and I have paid attention to how the moments of our lives shape our character. When many of us reflect on your younger years and see the minor experiences that took a toll on us, then the truth sinks in and reality becomes quite shocking. Over the years I seen changes in friends that has made me drift from them as they seen qualities in me that have evolved in our friendships, but needless to say somethings change with people. Life is Magick and Magick is Life, this is the grand reciprocal that stands alone in my practices from them all. I have heard the most random words from the most random people, I have seen family members pass and be born, and I have seen friends walk in and out of my life; but this is the miracle of life. If a person was to stand stagnant without change in life it also reflects no progression of any fashion to that indivual on working on themselves. We have to go through change and process change to strive get prepared for the nect trial at hand.

I faced a trial with a friend when I was 21 years old when I moved to florida for a period of time. During that period I lost my job, estranged myself from my family. and had my car wrecked within a days time frame. I was fed up with Indiana and 18 hours of all that happening I instantaneously decided to move to Florida., I packed up my neccisities and bought a bus ticket. Then I stayed with my long time friend Geoff, I have known him since the 6th grade. He was and still is one of my best friend. I glamorized in my mind a new start in Florida, but I was far from wrong. I was extremely depressed and secluded due to the lack of work when the major economical crisis started. Geoff tried to get me out of the house to hangout with his friends, but I refused strongly with a quick rebuttle to his offer. My time in Florida taught me a lot about myself as I am naturally a Loner of sorts, I like my own company, and when I am depressed the “asshole” side tends to come out.