an epiphany if you will.
something i’ve been thinking about.
yes, it’s god/death related but here me out.

i believe that we have a certain time to when we die.
and those who commit suicide maybe a) cutting short that life.
b) god wants you too.
which is something that has been playing on my mind.

also, god makes our lives crap and depressive but always makes sure that you get through it.
sometimes people think that life is crap and that theres no point living, but suicide isn’t the answer to it.
if god intended you it go through all that stuff and not have a better out come at the end then, why would you be here.
life is shit sometimes but we all get through it.

also, i’m probably going to contridict myself here, but, god would have intended us to die at a certain time, but if we are that depressed all the time, and i mean theres a lot of people like that, then those who have died/killed themselves then wouldn’t have god gone, ’shit, somethings happening here.’ or does he blame us?