Why do I want to just lay here in bed when there’s so much stuff I could be doing?

I feel like what’s the point of doing it when there’s nobody calling or coming over that I need to impress.

I just want a woman I guess.

I don’t know how to go about getting a woman.

Everybody tells me to just be myself but being myself ain’t doing anything for me.

I wish Nicole would call or text me.

I think she’s the woman I want to be with but I’m scared to tell her that because I don’t want to lose her as a friend.

I also like Christina too but I know I’ll never have a chance with her.

Than there’s Carrie the woman I’ve been friends with for 7 years we were boyfriend and girlfriend twice in those 7 years, she says it’s nothing against me but she just doesn’t feel the same for me as I do for her but I’m not losing her as a friend.

I do still have feelings for her though.

I’m tired of going to bed by myself every night though.

So I need to make up my mind but I can make up my mind all I want to but it’s the woman’s choice if she wants to be with me or not.

I’m just sitting here waiting on some woman to say yes.

They are never going to say yes if I don’t ask.

Why am I so scared to do anything except for writing my feelings down on journals hoping to make it big but only receiving 5 cents every month on Triond.com?

I will find a girlfriend if I just hold my head up high and do some more talking.

There is some female out there who likes me for who I am.

I just have to figure out who that female is.

I’m never going to figure out who that female is just laying here on this bed.

I gotta get up and do something.

I already have wasted my whole day off of work.