This isn’t any fun

All my pull over shirts are dirty and am down to my last pair of pants. I hope some money comes in soon. Been over a week since my last shower. I look at my hands and my knuckles; especially on my right hand, and see black knobs. My elbows are real bad. I hate this grungy feeling, but what do ya do in this world? I get to the library this morning and greet some of my new transient and ex con friends….there is Mike from Missouri and Earl from Northern Pan Handle of Idaho. We always have good conversations before things open up.
I checked on job opportunities and as usual there was nothing.  No need for anything positive to happen…… what is the use anymore.  I am leaving to walk and look for something to eat.