Lets see. Honestly if I could I wouldn’t even work. I would be lazy and sit on my but all day long playing video games and being a slacker…. but… I can’t. Have to have a job to raise kids and keep roof over their heads. I hate working but it’s part of life as we know it.

Well, there are actually a few I would like to do but I don’t think I am smart enough to do them…

For Example:

1. Marine Biologist – Although I not very smart with the whole biology thing and whatever

2. Singer – I would love to be a singer and sing my poems/songs I wrote. But, unfortunatly, my singing is horrendous.

3. Actress – sounds facsinating. Being in a movie or whatever. I just don’t know how I would do. I’m not the best. but I try. I don’t want to be like really famous or whatever. Just you know small parts here and there. But, I can be self conscious (can’t spell) about being filmed.

4. Writer – I love writing. I have tons of poems written and I am writing on a book. but I am stuck on finding an actual publishing company. Not one of them boguss/phoney’s or whatever.

There is always something holding me back from doing something. Blah! Usually my self esteem! I just don’t feel smart enough to do anything and I’m self consious about my appearance. I’d also start up an animal sanctuary if I had the money to do so. I love animals and I hate to see them hurt and neglected and such. I would make sure they got all the attention they needed. I would pay people I trust to help care for them and what not.