It’s simple, you either like me or you hate me. I’m sick of looking up to other people’s expectations and ignoring the expectations i have for myself and thats only three words; “TO BE HAPPY”. Whatever u think of me doesn’t compare to nothing of how i feel about myself and thats real on the real. I’m a cool person who just enjoy livin the life that was giving to him…now the way i live it may be confrontational to some and okay to the others and really i just want people to see me for me. To see the man that i want to be…to see the man i will be…if u don’t like me, then plz remove me as your friend because i really have other things to worry about like how I’m going to take care of my family now that he’s gone…how I’m gonna help my mom pay these on bills on time before the water gets turned off again…how I’m gonna work and go to school at the same time while I’m going to driving school…how I’m gonna spend time with my sistas while trying to spend time with my friends…how I’m gonna run here and run there and still be able to catch my breath.

My life is dark and i need some light to shine upon me and i can’t get that light with these constant judgement on whats right and whats wrong, who fake and who’s real, AND WHO TO LOVE AND WHO NOT TO LOVE. My patients is waring thin and I’m about to explode….CAN U HANDLE IT? Haters beware, i see what u’re doing and i laugh..ha ha ha ha ha o baby i laugh…because its funny. But i pity you guys…yeah i pity those haters that won’t ever know the real me because they focus to much on the outer shell then the inner being within me. But for my friends that do feel me and do wish me well…I ROLL DEEP FOR YA’LL…I DO BETTER BECAUSE OF YA’LL, I’M HAPPY BECAUSE OF YA’LL. My god have open the door for me and I will follow it. No one shall stop me from acheiving my dream and future. And i hope you let no one destroy yours. To new friends and old friends…WE STAND STRONG TOGETHER AS ONE. Doing whats best for us and not whats expected from us. So let me reintroduce myself…my name is Xavier T, once a introverted, hidden, scared,and lonely boy…NOW A PROUD, SUCCESSFUL, LOVED, HAPPY, FUNNY, LOYAL, TRUSTWORTHY, CUTE, FRIENDLY, FREE AND EDUCATED BLACK MAN. So again, you either love me or you hate me…can’t have both…tick tock…tick tock…your out of life lines…so wats your final answer?