We all want to be happy and have successes in our daily lives… And people sometimes want to be praised and get a pat on the back, they want to hear all the nice things about them right?

Now they get and then they do the unexpected by taking it for granted, some situations differ though but sooner or later it will come around especially if they were in a abusive relationship either family, marriage, friendship, etc. Today I would like to share you my why in life.

I was bourne in an amazing way, that realy makes me feel more than unbelieveable. Some few years back my parents decided not to have children anymore after my first 2 kids, due to the fact that my dad had other children outside and my mother was not sure anymore if it was the right person and the right thing to do to be married still to him. Number 1 she did not trust him, my father, anymore. Now 3 years later she found out she was pregnant again of her husband that was always cheating on her. Now guess what did she do about her situation?

What anybody these day would do in a unsure economy and marriage because she was always waiting, when is this man going to leave her and all the questions that runs through someones head in an crazy situation and of bad decision making. Well she went to her physician in a crazy state told him everything and he advice her to take the ultimate step and that is to abort the child. After some thinking and praying, she had to make a intelligent decision now, yes or no. Weighing up the options she decided yes and now there is no way out according to her now.

It’s never easy to make decisions, choices that looks like it is the only way out… Difficult enough to live with it now she was faced with a traumetic experience that were then starting to take place. She started bleeding after her abortion and her mother’s instinct that every woman received, kicked in now and she started regretting her choice, but it was done there is no return now. She got home and went to her room locking her up and called her husband to take the 2 kids to her mother. Faced now with this awful horrific experience in her life, this event taking place she cried out to God, “PLEASE, PLEASE LORD HELP ME!”