my first love well this was when i was 11, it was my birthday and i was at rainbow end all alone riding on the rides, i was used to being allowed back then i was used to it, none of my family accually knew how lonely i was or how much i like it, i had a awsome time, but this one ride, the roller coaster i went on it about 20 times, and in that 20 time about 6 times this girl sat next to me, i didnt notice at first i thought she just wanted a seat but then it happened again and we got talking, nothing happen but know i wish something had, i wish i asked for her number or something but didnt, afterward i said i had to go, but i couldnt help it i needed to see her one last time, not thinking of what i was doing i walk past her in a attept to catch her attention i did, and i went on the fear fall and that was the last time i saw her until i was picked up to go home, i didnt think of this story until now when im at my lowest and all i want is a female warth to hold to help me sleep at night, but this is jst one girl i wont meet again, but its nice to think what she might be doing all grown up and stuff and sometimes i even wonder if she ever thought of me, maybe she might read this and hear my story and reconise it very unlikely thou, but as far as everyone is concerned this first lve doesnt exist, i havnt told anyone, noone in the world, the first person who reads this you are the first person i tell……