I am always trying to do new things, so that I won’t live a life of regrets and “what if’s”.  However, what ever I try to do, I am always a noob at it.  It seems like I can never get good at anything. I’m just average.  Recently, I tried an online game, but it seems like I suck at it too. Why can’t I reach perfection or even be close to it?  Does perfection even exist? I wonder what goes through a perfectionist’s mind because nothing is ever perfect.  I wonder if it bothers them.  I wonder if I should give up. I am just wondering all the time instead of doing anything about it. I wonder too much.