In the beginning of this month, I got a check, and decided to spend it at CVS…buying WHAT you wonder?  I bought two teddy bear dolls.  Medium sized, one dark pink, and the other florescent green.  WHY did I buy teddy bears?  Well, I wrote somewhere about a teddy bear…I think in my bookrix.com journal that I deleted eventually.  And in that I skipped around so much on topics like I always do in my journals, but anyway…

So I wanted the green teddy first, which I named Scott.  And then I decided, hmm I should get another one for my old crush John.  Scott is a present day crush, and he is 53, and I am 25, and well yeah…he is married but might be getting divorce soon bc his wife wants to leave him…SHHHH!  Should i not be saying this?  What if he finds this and sues me?  Hahahha

So anyway, I got these two teddies to represent my two obsessions!  And I love them.  But right now I put John the Pink Teddy into my closet by my clothes and shoes on the bottom BECAUSE he wrote a bad book.  Yes both John and Scott have books on Amazon, and you can get your lulu.com book on amazon too for FREE by going to createspace.com?  I think it is .com.  anyway, so GO THERE.  I got a free barcode and everything, and then I TRIED taking my book down on amazon but they wouldnt take it down…Amazon wouldnt…but it is like-well createspace isnt going to be producing any of that book anymore anyway so why are you advertising.  And they are prob thinking, bc what if someone already bought it then they need a reference point with a barcode, blah blah.  And it is like, well NOBODY bought it that I know of!  So anyway, that is sort of how it went, except I didnt talk back and forth with them…that was just myself arguing against a fictional Amazon.  Haha go figure.

So I lied?  I dont know is that lying?

Anyway, maybe Ill just pretend it was a joke like liars say to get away with lying.  Those people SUCK!

Anyway, so here I am with…no not Cliffton…I have NO idea why THAT name just popped up.  But SCOTT The Florescent Green Teddy Bear is…lying flat on his back, and darn my sheet just came off my bed!  Scott!  WHY DID YOU DO THAT?