I am so bored and I feel so fat right now. I just ordered my TENS machine for labor. I’m hopeful its going to work. It better do I’m cranky I’m taking it out on here because I don’t really want to end up fighting with my mum or something. These last few weeks have been the worst and I’m sure there’s still worse to come. I can’t wait to have her out of me even though I’ll probably regret saying that when they labor pains start coming quick and fast. Honestly right now I don’t think I can actually move. I’m laid down on my side all stretched out trying to dislodge the foot that’s currently in my ribs. It’s so uncomfortable I feel like I can’t breathe properly. It’s like having your bra on really really tight. It’s just horrible. My back aches too. Thankfully she isn’t kicking though. As uncomfortable as it is it’s far worse when she starts wriggling. I can see her little arms and legs move across my belly. It makes me sound awful but I really hate the feeling of her moving. It’s like having this little alien wiggling inside me. It makes me feel a bit sick really. I actually can’t wait to have my little girl in my arms. I’m not like super super super excited though I feel quite bad it’s just like I am excited I’m having a baby but it doesn’t feel like that’s what happens at the end of being pregnant. Being pregnant to me now just feels like this thing I’ve had forever and will have forever. It’s strange really.