It is 2:22 AM , I am apparently In one of my insomniatic States . I have so much on my mind lately , between my husbands health problems the kids lesson plans and Getting everything ready for fall and winter . The recent weather change has really kicked us into work mode . All of the boxes in the back are being burnt this year in preporation for the crops next year . We need to cut enough firewood as well for atleast half the winter . The chicken coops need to be shoveled and Preped for the cold seasons and The Pond in front covered so the leaves do not poison the water . So much is on my mind , and added homeschool is keeping me so busy.

                                                   The recent problems with my husband have just gone on and on , Diagnosis after Diagnosis and no help . one day they send him to a heart specialist (the pericarditus is gone now ) But hes got amythmea and high blood preasure and is border line diabetic . He is then sent to a stomach specialist and sent in for a colonoscopy and a urologist and it is just piling on . We still dont know what is wrong all together , his white bloodcell count is still through the roof and every day they are finding new things. The Latest test done was for lyme disease , seeing as they cannot find anything else . They say if that is what it is It is chronic Lyme disease . His speach is getting worse , he’s forgetting things mroe and more and our cabinet fills up with more medication every day . he sleeps so much anymore and is in pain all the time . headaches chest pain leg pain joint pain gut pain just Pain all the time . we are hoping It is lyme disease , so we can start treatment and be done with this.

                     The children have been doing so well with lessons lately , My oldest is writing now , at age 4 . Happy to say ! she is learning to read as of now , and next year will be doing 1st grade ciriculum . We are joinging a homeschool group , so we have friends to go on field trips with and local support for testing and Park days so she can become more social . we have decided to sign Her up for tennis next spring . she is so excited . My middle child is wild as always , getting into things and exploring . We are becoming concerned though to his Impulsive behavior . It is so hard to control , But according to the doctors most boys have that problem and around age 4 just when it dosnt seem like there is anything you can do it just kind of goes away . lol I sure fucking hope so! lol. He is getting ready to graduate from Tracing and move onto counting shapes and using colors in a more complex mannor . we have currently started Doing Art Apreciation in homeschool to take advantage of his need to create (messes) lol . but he is loving it . I have been learning more and more that its ok to make a huge mess . we can just clean it up together . The youngest is walkking like a pro and well on his way to mowing the lawn and feeding the chickens lol!!!! talkignn more and more each day . I can’t imagine life any different then now .