Every night while getting all set to fall asleep, there is a period of some half an hour which i call my leisure hour where i act as if i am the happiest girl alive and all the things which i want to do are already happening and i am living them. Well these things include the class notes which i so wish to complete for making my exam time easy, in that half an hour i feel as if they are already done and i am one of the topper of my class which again is like a dream. My friend who is acting weird with me since last few days becomes the closest friend i always wanted in my life and we are happy not in a superficial way but in reality. My parents, who are always worried for me as i am supposedly some girl from mars who has no idea how this planet functions, they are putting responsibilities on me and asking my opinion in all the important matters. Then i go in to more leisure and the guy in my life who has no idea that i love him so much that he is my life now, is madly in love with me as well and i imagine him showering me with all the love there is and saying sweet nothings to me. That eases my mind and body and puts a smile on my face but being a girl, i am tend to be a bit silly for in imagination too where every scene and the entire story is mine, because here too i see that another girl whom i think my guy loves more who actually is his ex girl friend now. Then the reality hits back and then again i cook up another scene where i am leaving my guy with no words and just tear in my eyes thinking he will never love me like he loves/loved her….. and he is trying to stop me for now he has realized that I am the “ONE” for him. That is the highest point of my leisure which takes me in to deep deep sleep and prepares me for another worldly real day that the morning will bring.

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Sky