Story to Tell

sir rob on Aug 13, 2008

Tags: feelings, Life, live

The things I write about now are not easy to understand and so hard to accept. These are feelings nobody knows that I am capable of having.

I couldn’t think of losing all we had gained, only to find out that we really didn’t know where we are headed for and it eventually lead us to parting ways. It’s hard to believe that it’s over between us… the season that i had her in my life was the best, and so was she. She was the loveliest dream that had come to my life and she will always be… but somehow, i need assurance to keep me from guessing and leave me hanging in the open. I know that it’s not the end of the world but it hurts to say when you let go of someone you truly love. I guess it’s time to make a new start… i should be moving on. That’s the only way to go and pick it up and start again. By then, i could say i had tried and done as much as i had to make the relationship work but you gave your attention to somebody else. You left me standing alone and i know I have to face tomorrow by myself.

Was this part of God’s plan for me? Was her disappearance, the breaking up supposed to serve some purpose? Those are things i hope i will never have to put away but the decision to change and the act of changing were your choices. Only then did i get a glimpse of my ignorance and i got no way of knowing what the future gonna bring. So i’ll just listen to my heart “cause it never lied to me. Unfortunately, in loving myself and shielding myself from hurt, i know i will hurt others.

I keep them away who wanted to love me and i won”t be opening the door to let some beautiful experiences happen. And yet, i was (and probably still am) too scared of what love and commitment will bring to me. I’m still not ready to give it another try. I know i will learn to trust again even if it means getting betrayed and i will be loving even if it means crying in the end. Nothing’s quite the same now, you don’t want me back but i hope i could find you in another place and time. Now you see… little do they know that i look tough but i am FRAGILE eventually…

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Moses Ingram on Aug 13, 2008
Very deep thoughts.
PaX on Aug 14, 2008
love it!
Maria Karla Mabulay on Aug 14, 2008
I got carried away with so much emotion and i found myself sobbing. I feel the pain of the author but i am proud of him for being courageous and hopeful enough despite of how the situation brought him into misery. I may not been into the same situation, but the story brought me in. The piece is well written, its not fictional, there is no exageration and any type of personality can simply relate to the message of the story because it happens in reality.
Maria Karla Mabulay on Aug 14, 2008
KUDOS to the Author!!!

and i love him too!
Thelma Gulle on Aug 14, 2008
Never stop loving, you can do better everytime. But if all else fails, don’t forget that an ordinary YOU has an extraordinary GOD to back you up! Be happy always coz we love you & GOD loves you too!
apoetsmystery on Aug 16, 2008
WOW, I am amazed at the similarities between the way that you have expressed your feelings from loss of love, and the way that I have felt for the past six years…
I understand completely friend… I too was left wondering, every emotion working overtime, anger the more dominate…
She was my soon to be wife, the love that I thought was my soul-mate…
Obviously not.
Well thought out and wonderfully expressive… You are truly a gifted writer, I will read more of your work…JP
Balzac on Aug 18, 2008
You have a lot of deep feelings in the poem, a lot of material for meditation and prayer.
christine c. mabulay on Aug 20, 2008
God has a plan for each and everyone of us. you see, for every door that closes, one is open. i know that the story expresses the real you, your innermost feeling. Moving on is not difficult,since the person that hurt you is not God’s choice. Just keep on loving and for sure you will find your real partner. I know you have already.
take good care and we love you here.
mommy on Aug 21, 2008
since youre already a writer, can you published our story too?
xavier on Sep 1, 2008
Sometimes, it\’s easier to express our feelings if it comes from deep within our heart moreso, if you\’ve actually gone through such an experience. Obviously, you seem to have been there reading through the lines of your story. I must say, I enjoyed it immensely. This can surely change our lives for the better, increase our confidence, build our self-esteem and adds up to our emotional intelligence.

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