People think they are different because they don’t want to be like celebrities and they think they’re different by having their own brain. When it comes down to it there is always someone who feels the same.

Subdivisions —
In the high school halls
In the shopping malls
Conform or be cast out
Subdivisions —
In the basement bars
In the backs of cars
Be cool or be cast out

Subdivisions performed by Rush

Written by Neil Peart.

So my friends and I had a pretty deep conversation the other day. One of our friends who I will call Jack is having a problem trying to find his passion or purpose. Let me give you a brief history on what I know about him. He’s led a pretty rough life that led him to believe that people don’t really care about each other. He also believes that in order to be a strong person he has to ignore any and all emotions leading to caring about people. Above all he wants to be a hero in his eyes. It does not matter what others think of him as long as he becomes who he wants to be. He talks about how he likes our company but really he doesn’t care about anyone but himself.

I know that everyone is selfish to a point and I told him this. I also told him that people are not as bad as he thinks they are. Someone can really care for someone they have never met and will never meet in person. He likes to talk to me because he said that he likes the way I think, in the fact that I’m very direct. He said that I think like a guy. I get that a lot but I don’t really like being told that because I think it’s rude toward all other girls in the world including myself. I don’t think like a guy, I think like me. I always laugh it off because I know that they think it’s because I put my emotions aside and get to the point when I talk. Which is true but I don’t believe that a person can put their emotion and opinions aside 100 % of the time.

He said he wants to be a man of change. To change someone’s life or change the world it doesn’t matter. I told him that I can see why it’s hard for him to find a passion or a purpose. He asked me to explain so I told him that he wants to be a hero and change people’s lives but to do so he needs a goal and really, how can you save lives if you don’t care in the first place? I told him that everyone changes each other, no matter if it’s small or big but every interaction leaves a mark. He asked me if I was talking about the chaos theory; which we narrowed down to the butterfly effect. I told him that I wasn’t thinking so big because I don’t really know if I believe in that theory completely but yeah something along that line.

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  • S A JOHNSON on Feb 22, 2009

    I just want to say that the line, “He talks about how he likes our company but really he doesn’t care about anyone but himself.” He was the one who actually said that he only cares about himself.

  • Daisy Peasblossom on Feb 22, 2009

    Some pretty cogent babble here. Sounds like your friend is just learning how to socialize effectively. It takes some people a very long time. I liked the point about how even loners like to hang out with others occasionally. Reminds me of a conversation I had with my aunt (who is my hero–and always has been). I was bemoaning not making a difference in the world; that I just kept going to work and paying the bills. She said, “That’s what you are supposed to do. That is making a difference.”

  • Ruby Hawk on Feb 22, 2009

    People connect in differnet ways and are opinionated about the world in general but when you get right down to it we all want to have friends and make a difference.

  • 2tet on Feb 22, 2009

    Brain is on top… to top each life’s tough…

  • Kate Smedley on Feb 23, 2009

    Some really pertinent comments in here, thank you for sharing. Your comment that no-one dies alone is really profound too. Please keep sharing the ‘babble in your brain’, I think you take us through processes that we all work through but you have an eloquent way of expressing them.

  • macon on Feb 23, 2009

    this is true. although we are all different, in a way, someone is bound to be the same.. a little different but still the same feeling.

  • S A JOHNSON on Feb 23, 2009

    Thank you for all your comments.

  • F J McCarthy on Feb 23, 2009

    G ood job once again SA Thank you.

  • ML Sheldon on Feb 24, 2009

    I think that your friend is an interesting person, but I don’t think that he doesn’t care about anyone but himself. He would be friends with you if there wasn’t something there. :)

    Interesting piece.

  • S A JOHNSON on Feb 26, 2009

    Thank you for your comments.

    ML, I do know he cares.

  • K Kristie on Feb 27, 2009

    Another wonderful and inspiring piece so vividly told.

  • Debra. on Feb 28, 2009

    I love the piece, SA. I know your friend cares very much for you but I think his rudeness comes from something much deeper and you are probably someone of an inspiration to him. I find that in most people who are offensive are usually so because of something deeply missing in their lives.

    What I like most is that you are willing to take the time and get to know the REAL him.I also think he does care about other people because he cares and reaches out to you. I think eventually he will learn to except himself and stop harping on others.

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