Mother  is a rude person every day of her life from when gets up to when she goes to bed. She is always rude there is never a second in the day she is ever nice. She never says sorry or says any kind of apology. If I were to ask her something, the first thing to to come out of her mouth is some kind of insult. She never thinks before she talk. For me especially I have cerebral palsy in my left arm and left leg so all she can say to me is ” you can move your paralyzed arm” and ” your handicap self can actually work “. Sometimes I would ask why she says theses bad things to me. sometimes she wouldn’t answer or say some kind of insult.

So now I just say since I’m sixteen that I only have two more years of school and I’m gone from her and her negative self. before this when i was half way through grade eight my mother started to hit me and it hurt even in the morning she would hit me. I told people and they would say ” you must of done something” but when i told my grandmother she was the only one that believed me. One night i finally snapped and she asked me why I did like she didn’t even know. I told her that when she was hitting me it hurt. Then out of no where she says ” would you like to send me to a shrink ” and if I would start to talk to her every day. I just nodded my head and just cut off from her and i started to hate since. Even  when i try to be nice to her she still acts the way she is, that evil, negative person she is.

But the biggest thing ever was the neglect and secrets she hid from me. when i was in first grade I use to be bullied by a kid because of my disability. My mother told people that she would come to school during lunch without me seeing her. But how is it though she would see me but do nothing even if the teacher don’t see. When I was eight my grandmother told me that the man I was calling father wasn’t my real father and from then I knew I didn’t know my real father. At the same time my so call father was cheating on my witch of a mother and that was the same time my sister was born. every night my mother would go to work and my do called father would be home to watch his daughter but every time she would hurt her self and I was near by he would snap on my and abuse me. the many times i told her and she would ignore it. Now I remind her what has happened to me and she doesn’t even apologize all I will ever her from her is ” I don’t apologize to kids “.