You have everything u want in life but still a sudden feeling of emptiness creeps into you. Sometimes we know why it happens and sometimes we don’t understand why it happens. Maybe it happens because we think too much about something. I’ve experienced it a few times but still I don’t know how to take it.

Life is full of experiences. I get many such experiences everyday. Some are good and some are bad. I’ll be happy for good experiences and will try to learn from bad experiences. There are also experiences which I never know whether is good or bad. I never get such experiences very often but such experiences create a feeling of emptiness in me. It makes me feel there is nothing which could make me happy. I enter a world of pessimism when such a feeling is dominant in me. It isn’t that easy to come out of it. My thought process is mostly intense. Mostly it thinks only about useless things. If I start thinking I think to the core. When it comes to a problem also I start thinking about it automatically (not about the solution of the problem) and it is really difficult to get out of it. May be the same thing happens when I get a feeling of emptiness. Why do I get a such a feeling? Is it trying to teach me something? Even small things nowadays affect me greatly because I keep thinking about it again and again. I am not able to come out of if that easily. My mind constantly rebels with me. I leave the real world and enter a world of imagination. I think that’s the easiest way to escape from harsh reality but how long can you escape? One day the reality wins and the dreams come crashing down. Nothing but pain will alone remain when it happens. Probably day dreaming too much will lead to hallucination. By day dreaming I am sure to escape from harsh reality but I also miss the little joys of the present moment. A matured man I think is not the one who doesn’t feel the emptiness or who doesn’t daydream. He is just a man who balances his dreamworld and reality world pretty well.

This feeling of emptiness made me write yet another blog and I don think it helped in any other way.