time changes

it is so strange how some people are here one day and gone the next. one day someone could be talking to you across a room and the next day they could be be gone just like that. you know, it took me a long time to figure out how people suddenly disappear. first the mail stops coming and then the phone calls. before you know it you are putting their cloths into a bag and walking them to your car or even the closet to put them away forever. then the pictures get taken from the wall and put onto a small black board for everyone to see.

after that you are soon in a room filled with friends and family in tears of sadness. soon you’ll begin to notice that more and more people begin to call you and stop over at your house. all you want during this time is to be hugged and never let go. all you want is to be loved by another parent. you want to be close to those who love you.

during the time that my dad had pasted away my friends and family were here for me. they gave me the love that came from deep in their hearts and they stuck by me eery inch of the way. i must say that they still are walking with me down a hard path, but it is the right one. without my friends and family who knows what would have happend to me.

all i know is that i am very thankful for my friends and family. i wish that some people at school would understand what i am going threw and i wish that they would just leave me alone when i have a bad day. to tell you the truth, i am glad that my mom and that my friends don’t leave me alone on thows days. without my mom pushing me to go to school and to try my best each and every day of my life i think that i would just stay home and turn into a bumb.

way in the begining i will say that it did sound great, but today because of my family and friends i pulled therw and i am going to keep on pulling and pushing myself every day to try to get better. someday i do hope to go off to college and beable to look back and say, “look at me. i am who i am today because of my parents and friends. i am proud of who i have become and because i am so proud i hope to make a big differnece in this wold. i can do anything.”

this article goes out to all of my friends, family members, teachers, and classmates that have halped me and stuck right by my side and will continue sticking by my side threw everything.

thank you for reading this.