[…Staring at a photograph of you, all day
Thinking 'bout the things that we've been through
Wishing that you’re here with me
Or are you in the arms of someone new
Oh, I miss you…]

Anne knew she’s being masochist for doing these things to herself; listening to heartbreaking songs, being alone in the place where she and her boyfriend used to hand out, at this gloomy day. Yes, coming out from a nasty broke up with Joon just last month what she was doing can be considered a self-punishment. As if being in their favorite spot in the park; listening to the most depressing song and eating their favorite flavored ice cream can help make the healing process faster.

She closed her eyes before shoving all the cone into her mouth. “You’re a killer, Anne.” She murmured to herself. “I shouldn’t have listen to HyunJoong oppa.”

But at the back of her mind she knew that HyunJoong oppa was right. She had to face head on to Joon’s memories for her to move on. Her crying and bawling stage should eng. She shouldn’t spend another month of crying and be depressed. She has to move on–

[…If only I could go back to our yesterday
I would have not allowed to see you go away
It's been awhile but things are really not the same
But still there's something that i want you to know
Baby that I've always loved you so…]

How torturous. “You’re killing yourself, Anne.” She said to herself again. She pulled out her favorite camera and was starting taking pictures of the scenery.She had to replaced all the pictures she angrily took down from her apartment’s wall. Joon’s and her pictures were all now in ashes.

“You’re right, Anne.” She was talking to herself again. “You have to start brand new memories not with anybody else but with yourself. You’re way too attached to him and to your past. You have to move on. Just try to freaking move on.”

[…I should have moved on but I’m still missing you
After all this time my heart still beats for you
I myself calling out your name
I found myself calling out your name
I know you'd find that it's so insane
But I still can't stop myself from loving you
After all this time…]