Alright, so I just got these 3 books that I’m going to start reading and using in my life. I can have so much more and be so much more than my body and current situation gives me credit for. I thirst for something new, something exciting.

Albeit I find myself callow and waiting on a lot of things I say I want.

I want change…

Not just something new, a new game, a new piece of furniture. I want Life 2.0. That new generation of everything that makes me happy.

I want…

To come home to a warm house that just screams, “I’m happy!” and then run around for 30 minutes with my pants off yelling wantonly across it’s halls about how cool it is to have what I want.

My house, will be Italian in design kind of like those really awesome Starbucks you see on the streets, like the really fucking cool ones that you want to have coffee at just to see the interior and mystique and not even because you really wanted the coffee that bad; you know? Like when you go there and you’re like, gimme a chai tea and you go chill on the couches of atmospheric wonderfulness that just brings it all home.

I also want…

My house to be a castle by nature… overlooking great riches of land scattered across the great plains of Ireland. I’ll have an incredible backdrop that leads out into the most wonderful backyard. In fact, my castle will have multiple departments where I can house my friends if they ever wanted to live with me. I’ll have wonderful doggies that run around all over the place, and are fed steak for dinner, and they LOVE me for it!

The interior will be modernistic, including plenty of oriental culture that magnifies every item that anyone can set eyes upon. There will be an interior meditation garden that I have an actual stream running through that leads to an inside (with outside capabilities due to the modernistic advance in pool awesome technology) pool that has a waterfall, a water slide and plenty of incredible viewpoints for pictures and family fun. There will, be a GRAND Jacuzzi that will allow for many an evening of enjoyable sex. The outside and inside will accommodate a grand bar where only the finest in mixed cocktails will be served and only the finest of imported wine will be dined too, which is kept in the wine cellar of course. There will also be a library with an accompanying study, and a club house that’s for when my buddies come over and want to play pool, smoke cigars, enjoy the night and create ideas.

Hmm, don’t know why I went into all that, just kind of poured out. I like it though. It just makes that glitter in my eye fire up just that much brighter.