What do I miss? Oh I miss your laughter. I miss your smile. I miss our play. Yes, when we used to play a lot. I miss it when we eat together. Even if we eat simply, it’s really, really hearty. No dinner was not full with you. Oh yes, when we sweat, when we sleep, when we talk while doing chores… And who would forget when we make love? They way you touch me, the way you start, the way we feel it, the way we end… Sigh. The air when you pant… Oh how I miss you! Yes, I miss you…

I missed you so much that I forgot about that special one with me today.

Who held me when you walked out that door. Oh yes, that girl who made me laugh when inside of me was crying.  That girl who made me smile again. Oh yes, that girl who loves to play. We play a lot, too. She always wants to wait so we can eat together. We eat simply and she cooks really, really hearty. Not a single dinner was empty with her. Oh yes, when we sweat, when we sleep and I dream of you, when we talk about you while doing chores… And who would forget when we make love? She would die inside knowing how I used to touch you, the way we start, the way I felt for you, and the way we ended. Sigh. The air that she would pant, with some relief that somehow I love her. Oh yes, how I miss her… I missed her… I will forever miss her… Because I was too busy thinking about you and all the other things and girls whom I thought better than her… What do I miss? I do not exactly know…

I miss her.