what do you do when you have doing everything right and following all the rules but still getting slapped in the face, i dont understand what i may have done wrong to be treated this way, i have tried and fought in all the right places and way that i can, i dont know what to do anymore, the doors to my future seem to be blocked off and i just want to move on. i just want a place to be able to say that i am cared for and belong to. when no one seems to care about me anymore, and the only people who do care about me are the ones that i am forbidden to see and be around. i dont know what i have done with my life so far to be forced into this situation. i just want a life that i can mean something in and not have to worry about if i am going to end up crying myself to sleep that night. what am i supposed to do with this life when no one seems to give me any direction and they just tell me to find my own way, but i cant since all my paths that i can take are all blocked off and locked up. what do i do anymore with this life. i just dont understand.