I don’t appreciate the way you told me how you started smoking. I don’t like the idea of drinking. I don’t have to depend on a cigarette or liquor to calm me down or pick me up. I’m not a religious freak because of the things I’ve done but I’m willing to change. I’ve never had a one night stand I didn’t go out with anyone when we broke up because I knew I still loved you and you still loved me. I wish I knew that now. I care about you but I worried myself to death and I didn’t ever want to leave you but this is something that’s going to benefit us both. I need it and so do you. We’ll change a whole lot. I’ll probably see you at the reunion of our class. I’ll keep in touch with you and really do still love you because my feelings comes from the bottom of my heart. Maybe we are just to perfect, being picky and Virgo’s and expecting to much out of the other person. I won’t lie I did expect to much out of you. I really wanted to get married Valentines Day. I really wish I could have you and have GOD and feel financially secure and be independent at the same time but I’m sorry.

I can’t.

I still care for you but doing this is for the better. I really wish it could have worked out. Our problem was we both loved each other to much and wanted the other to do just as good. I know I didn’t live up to your expectations but you certainly do live up to mine. I know you’ll be successful at your job. I hope you become President one day.

Always your friend,

xoxo