Dear my buddy,

            I praised God to bless you wherever you are. I wanna see you smile like before. On the last year you are so cheery and happy go lucky person. Wherever and whenever we are together, i can see you’re happier. You make me laugh; you make me wake up when i am fall. The person who does not know who you are will not expect you are a cheerful person. I feel so lucky to have you be in my side as my best friend. Everyday i pray, hope there is no animosity between us. I want you to be my best friend till i die. For me, you are the gift from God. You are my true friend. When i get hurt, you are the best place to i express my feeling. When i am alone, you always be in my side. When i am happy, you will be the happiest person.

            I don’t know whether you remember the time you get injured during netball tournament at our college. You called me. When i saw your face that time, i felt like i am also get the pain. When you see me, you came and hug me. I knew that you cannot endure the pain. I heard you’re crying. Maybe you didn’t saw, but my tears also rolling in my face. But, i don’t want you to see i am in sad. I need to help you to heal your wound. I want you to stop crying. So, i had stay by your side until you were sleep.

            When H1N1 attack on 2009, many people got a fever. The scenario at the college looks so scary. Many lectures were postponed till the situation will be in normal back. I feel so worried when you also got the fever. When i see you lay on the bed, i become so nervous. Then i touch you, your body temperature is so high. I am panic for a while. Then i carried you to the hospital. That time, i felt that you are like my daughter. Aha. That’s not easy to support your body. Hikhik… two days after that, i also got the fever. But, it’s doesn’t matter because i can handle my pain.

            I tell you those moments to make sure you are still remembering me. I am not asking any debt. I am just missing you very much. You are different right now. There is no more understanding or the happier. There is only having a distance between us. Too longer, too far. Why?? There is something wrong happen, or i do make mistake to you? Please tell me. I feel so guilty right now. Whatever happens, i want you to know that i love you my friend. i love you my buddy and i don’t want to losing you.

Yours sincerely,

Your buddy