Dear my best friend,

                Today i feel miss you too much. I cried on the window. See the sky, there too dark over there as my life today. You know what; i think i am so dumb today. They are make fool on me like i am a jerk. No one here can respect on me, can appreciate me like you always do. I try to ask my heart.  Everything here is not useless for me anymore? I try to teach my heart to get strong, but i always fail. Why?

                Here i am standing. I keep my promise to always be tough without you. But sometime the people around me always make me trouble. The people who we call a friend always make me sad. Why? I try my best to make her comfortable. I did everything to make this life to become normal again. You have told me, “don’t run”. That’s why i am stay here. But everyday it’s seems to be so hard to me.. How long i can get through all of this.

                Why should i become weak like this? If you be here, may be even tears I’ll not waste for this kind of problem. I don’t know why, the more i give the best, the more trouble i got.. i hate this part. I hate to be a person who always needs to take care of someone else. Someone who is never give me even a smile. That’s why i told you, they are fooling me.

This morning you sent me a message. You tell me “beautiful day should be going by precious laugh, sweetest smile and cool feeling. Try the best to have a nice day”. I tried to laugh and smile. But no one here knows my feeling. I tried to help them. I tried to make them happy. But they make me a fool. Do you know what’s my feeling right know?

Buddy, i have no one here to know me, to appreciate me more than you. But, what should i do?  Thank to god.. You are come back in my life. Although we are apart, we are always contact each other. I ask god to bless what i do. Hopefully, one day you’ll be in my side again. A friend like you is too hard to find. I can imagine that, if you can be here for this moment, my life will be too meaningful.

The moment of our cheer, the season of our cry..From the days to the nights..From now to the end..This friendship will always remain in our heart…the violent wind, please send this promise to my sweetest friend and wish her good luck.