Dear my best buddy,

Every time i saw the place where we had chill out together, i am getting so weak…

My heart said, “i miss you so much”. The day i am going right know so gloomy. But, this not means I’m give up in my study. May be the others will thinking so weird for missing like crazy a best friend like you. But for me, that’s not the point, coz you are too meaningful to me. You gave me the thing that the other friend never gives. You give me hope. You spend your time to me. For these three years, you are the person who knows me a lot. 

Two years ago, my mum passed away. I am the youngest sister in my family. All of my siblings were getting married. Five month later, my dad remarried. All of them have life happily with their family.  Each of them has their own life, have the responsibility to their family. For them, i was grow up, did not their attention anymore. Although now i am 21, a girl stills a girl. Someone please tell me, where should i go, who should i ask for a little happiness. Yup, i still have a father. But, when he has new family, i felt that it’s too hard to have a talk with him. 

After that moment, my life just only here, at my college. Days to nights, weeks to month. Sometime i back to home. But, i had not found happiness there. Here, i learn how to be happy again. My friends always give me support in everything that i am could not going along. I feel blessed when i be with them. They are our friends. The season we laugh, cheer and cry together still in my mind. I hope you are not forgetting about that moment. 

May be the destiny was written to have you as my best buddy. Thanks friends. Every time you need me, I’ll be there for you and also when i was stuck, you’ll be here for me. So, why we need to be far like now? The distance is not a reason. I know you have a lot to do. I am also stress with my lectures and assignments. I just wanna our relationship always remain.

The white orchid…your favourite flower..i still remember you said that friendship is like flower. Beautiful, colourful, sweet odour, cool the eyes of seen … everyone like them. But, then i said, a flower only have beautiful short life. Although it’s beautiful, life everywhere, but, without water and sun shine it will die in a short time. Then, you smile and tell me, “Water and sunshine are such the other friends. As long as they stand beside us as long we can alive.” Yup, you are right. Now i knew what your mean is. Its look i will die soon. Haha . i wish it’ll never happen.

Wherever you right know, I’ll always pray for your happiness. Even though you are not appearing in my sight, you’ll always stay in my mind. I don’t know why this could happen to us. If one time ago, we are like a tie, now we become like a knife, hurting each other.. Everything that happened is from the All Mighty. It means the best to us. Although everyday i wish it can’t be like this, but, who know what would happen after this. By the way, for my best, best buddy, there’s no word of ‘hate’ in my heart. May one day, our friendship flower will bloom again…