Dear Diary,

Today I decided to take a serious look at my life and what I need to do.

Wow, I didn’t realise how scary the world was out there.

To think, the moment that I took one thing seriously, I took life seriously, which is the moment I broke down, the moment all my troubles caught up on me, why should I face life when I can laugh about it instead, I can ignore every little problem, I can just ignore it, why should it get my attention?

Life goes to fast to blink, never mind focus on a problem, the amount of beauty I would miss frightens me.