Dear Heath,

I wish I could have been there with you at that moment you felt so completely lost and alone.

I wish I could have told you not to give in, to hang on.

I wish I could have been there to breathe hope back into your soul.

I wish I could have been there to hug you & tell you that Someone cares very deeply about you.

But I couldn’t & now no one will ever get the chance to tell you those things, show you those things.

I know only too well who visited you in those last hours, they have visited me so very often.  They came to you with their lies, & deceit and like a vacuum cleaner sucked all your hope and will to live from you.

There will only ever be one antidote – The Love of God – that far outweighs anything you can ever find on this earth or in life.

You found that out, didn’t you, fame, money, talent, success & good looks just wont fill the emptiness or give you back what you feel is missing.

I wish I could have warned you that would be the case.

I am so angry that another soul has fallen for the deceit they have been fed since birth.  Even if you were a christian Heath, you were ripped off, robbed of a life that could have been.

Its too late for that now, because your gone, gone forever, for eternity.

What are you realising right now Heath?  That Jesus is actually real & actually is the Son of God, are you glad you believed in Him right now? Or eternally sorry that you did not!

My only comfort is that perhaps you did believe & received Jesus into your life at least now you will find some peace but not all the peace you would have had, had you reached your full potential in Him, you still will have regret.

My worst thought is that you did not and the lie you believed has tricked you into a reality far worse than the one you thought you were leaving behind.

However my anger only breeds more determination in me to inoculate the world against those lies, so that when you, Satan, come to them with your lies they will laugh in your face.

I will teach them to throw the Book at you and send you yelping, running. You are a loser, I know it, you know, all of heaven knows it, and so will many more before I draw my last breath.

R.I.P - Heath Ledger – my condolences & sincere heartfelt sympathies to your daughter, family & friends.