Anxiety reigned upon me as I waited my bundle of joy.  The one whom I carried and sustained for nine months.  The one whom was taken away from me after a glimpse of his beauty.  Ten hours later, you were in my arms and I never even thought of letting you go since then.  My joy, my laughter, my pain, my happiness, my sadness, my healer, my tormentor, my love, you are my everything that came in such a small package.  Without you, I will forever be lost.

“You are the cement of mine bricks, the roof of mine house, the sound of my laughter, you were the missing piece to what once was my broken heart.  Everything I do and everywhere I go, you are always on my mind, whether near or far.  You are my most valuable priceless possession, nothing compares to you.  I would rather have nothing than to lose you.  You are the needle and string which repairs my every tear.   I love you Tristan.”