I think losing your memory is worse than a death. Being able to see someone and not remember the happy times that you had or the sorrow that you caused them to me is sadder than anything. I sometimes feel that way, that I’m losing all my memories and I can’t remember all the good times I had with certain people. That’s why I think people should live for the moment and never hold back any emotion or action. If you feel like it’s right, then do it. You know how you hear a song and you can relate to what it’s saying and you feel like it’s talking to you…or how you watch a movie and you can just get lost in the idea of this phenomenal world. Thinking “why can’t I have that kind of life, or find that kind of love in such an amazing way?” How can it be fair that these people find ways to some how find the person they love?? These movies are the idea’s of what we want or what we wish we could accomplish or find in our lives, and it’s that passion that drives us. The love for something, the passion, the raw emotion for anything. With the help of these movies and songs, these actors and artist who can create these emotions that build up inside of us and make us so gumptious and make us just TRY and work for what we want. Work for that girl/guy that we want and show them how badly we need it. People aren’t meant to live alone, closed up and not feel anything. They are meant to explore, experiment, discover, love and fail and TRY AGAIN. Never give up, never think your not good enough for someone or something. You are only what you think you are, you are the only opinion that matters to you. Without thinking you can do it or you can make them happy forever…well then you’ll never get started. Why do you think we are here? I may not be right about politics or god, or anything for that matter. But my answer to the question why are we here would be…to try. Just..try. It bothers me so much what has happened over the years. Things you don’t learn aren’t such a great idea until you realize how simple life is, and how hurtful you can be. No matter what, sometimes you can’t apologize enough for something and it’s done and over. That kind of goes along with the concept of people not being perfect. We sometimes hold grudges over things that hurt us the most, which is sometimes how it should be. People don’t always deserve another chance, because the truth is we are going to do it again. People can be so close-minded and may not realize that lies and deceptions aren’t going to help them be happy in the long run. The only way out is through the truth. Once you start lying, then your on a trail that will forever lead back to the same tree. It sickens me to see it done to other girls, who I can see are amazing people. People who deserve this movie fairytale, and for someone to work there ass off to make them smile as often as they can. Life just isn’t long enough for pain and anguish….. I know I don’t have much to offer, but damn it I would try so hard. Most love stories are about people who fall in love with each other. But what about the rest of us? What about our stories, those of us who fall in love alone? We are the victims of the one sided affair. We are the cursed of the loved ones. We are the unloved ones, the walking wounded. It makes me sick to watch people get worked over by heartless scavengers, when people tell me about their problems and I can see what the guy is clearly doing and how he is clearly playing with that persons hurt and just crushing it to make them feel like shit to make them feel like they need him. There are billions of people in the world, and never go looking for happiness or your going to find yourself settling for someone who isn’t worth you. Maybe you think im being stupid about all this or love drunk. I’m nothing like that, I’m real. Which is another problem these days. People are so fake…they have no sense of friendship or excitement or love for that matter. Things are changing more and more everyday for the worse. Text messaging and computers and fucking myspace and facebook and separating us physically and emotional more and more. Fuck cell phones and computers, I want to be able to see your eyes when I talk to you, touch your body when I want to hug you or feel the softness of your lips when I kiss you. I want to hear the emotion in your voice and see your body language. Not look at this stupid shit… What the fuck is that?! A smiley face really?….come on. I just want cell phones and facebook and myspace to go away so we can get back to reality. It’s remarkable how easy it is to ruin something, but how long it takes to build it from the ground up. So weird how humans are natural born killers, and are so compassionate at the same time. We should never put each other down, there will never be a time that you can be alone and live alone. You will always need the help of someone else at some point. We are here to help each other, not to fight. Not to argue and choose whose is whose. Just to live together and help each other would make the world so much more livable. Im not even sure what this is about. I just watched the movie “The holiday” It wassss pretty good, really recommend watching it. Definitly makes you want that move type relationship. I like ranting on here in the attempt that maybe some people will read it and open up their minds just a little. I really just like helping people to be happy. I don’t know if it helps or if I am right, but I feel like I am. I guess thats what really matters, is if you take it or leave it.