Another time he came to visit and talk with me was when I was having problems getting along with Denise because Denise was telling lies about me to my mom, to Nikki, and to several other people. When Denise was doing that to me I really didn’t want to be around her anymore, even if it meant not going to my moms or dads if she was there. I was so mad at her. Well grandpa must have knew what was going on and how I was feeling. He told me that he had a sister, which he didn’t mention by name, that would do things like that to him too and would also put him down saying he didn’t know what he was talking about. But he told me he would always go to his sisters house with you and the kids because it was his sister and he loved her. He let me know it’s alright how I feel but that I shouldn’t stop going places just because of Denise and that I should forgive her for the negative things she has said about me, even if it is just forgiving her inside of me. Before grandpa left this time he gave me another hug.

There’s been a few times I didn’t need to talk with grandpa but knew he was around me. Sometimes I could smell him. Other times I could feel his presence inside the room I was in or around me when I was going someplace.

The part I told you how grandpa helped me through the stuff with Denise and how he told me a sister of his, which I don’t know which one, would always tell him he didn’t know what he was doing. Well a few days later I was on myspace and noticed Aunt Annette had commented on a blog I posted on there. She told me the same thing grandpa told me, just in different words. At that point I knew, and realized, I do listen to what grandpa has to tell me; that I do retain his words of wisdom inside of me.

I am so happy that I had grandpa as a grandpa. He was and always will be a great and wonderful grandpa. I shall always cherish the moments I have with grandpa, both the ones in the past when he was physically here and the ones now where he is here spiritually and emotionally for me. Grandpa is extremely special to me. I love him dearly.

Well I guess I should end this letter now. I want to mail it out today. I love you grandma.