My Ever Dearest Palangga,

iloveyou…that is how i want to start my letter, my love letter for you…
i have never thought i could write this kind of letter for you…
but i am very thankful that i am now doing it..
Today is April 2, 2008, 12:33 PM… we just had our lunch and you just kissed me twice…
i felt so loved… i can’t explain my feeling… i asked you a while ago if i am selfish…
because i always want you by my side…

i am so used with your big but gentle hands that i want to hold it always…
i am so used with your comfortable arms that i want them to be around me always…
i am so used with your soft lips that i want to kiss it always…

yes, you are right…. we should have no regrets, at least even for a short time, we have shown each other our love…
i can’t help it but tears will always fall down from my eyes every time i think of our little time…
but thank God, we have memories that could always paint a smile on my beautiful face…
hehehe… i am making you smile because i know your eyes are twinkling already…

Langga, i hope and wish that our love will be forever…
I hope it’s not selfish of me to pray to Him for the time to come when i can shout to the whole world that iloveyou…
when we can HHWW under the moonlight along the seashore…
when we can go back to Jack’s Ridge and savor the beauty of the place…
when i can introduce you to my family and be welcomed into it…
when we can be at your “duyan” together…
when i can listen to you talk and clap my hands and say that “that’s the man i love…”
when we can go to Tagaytay and watch the sunset…

you have shown me how to love unconditionally, which before i believed that only God can do…
Lang, i am so happy that i made you happy… i increased your patience…

i have been an instrument for you to realize the things you’ve done before…
i am happy that it’s already US when you said that you are fullfilled… remember that time? you texted that to me after you’ve delivered your speech…

Lang, thank you for your friendship,
thank you for your teachings…
thank you for making me realize the worth of life…
thank you for accepting everything in me…
thank you for your songs…
thank you for your love letters…
thank you for removing the seed or the langka so that i can eat because i don’t like removing the seed…
thank you for peeling the mangoes…
thank you for peeling and slicing the pineapple…
thank you for cooking the special tortang talong and fried chicken…
thank you for your love coffee…
thank you for your time…
thank you for stopping my world and time…
thank you for teaching me to love…
thank you for your love…
thank you for life itself, because as of this very moment, you are my life…

because YOU COMPLETE ME…
i hope there is forever…
iloveyou…SO MUCH that it hurts thinking about leaving…
iloveyou…SO MUCH…

hugs and kisses for you,
~your nday