Dearest Mommy,

I will never forget that morning when I woke up to find you were already gone. I cannot describe the pain I felt inside. It’s as if something stabbed my heart. I didn’t know there is such pain like that.

I am sorry I had not keep my promise to you that I won’t cry. I just couldn’t stop myself from crying. Forgive me, Mommy, for not being brave. But I guess I just inherited that from you.

To tell you frankly, Mommy, I had mixed emotions. I really don’t know which is worse, to wake up finding you have already left or to see you go. All I know is that I am hurting so much inside and I don’t want to let you go for I am missing you so much. I am not used to being here without you by my side.

Grandma said that if I love you, I have to be strong. I will try my best, Mommy. I am really trying my best,

I pray every night, Mommy, just as you said. I always pray that God will protect you and always keep you safe. Mommy, please take care of yourself there.

I have to stop my letter here, Mommy. Grandma said I have to sleep now for it is now quite late. Don’t worry about Grandma. I will take care of her.

Goodnight, Mommy. Come back home as soon as you can. Remember that I am always waiting here for you. I love you, too, Mommy.

I miss you,

Sugar