Thoughts and emotions are flooding through me of a love to never be forgotten, but surely missed…Where did we go wrong, what dusty path did we veer onto, that could manage to destroy a love so promising… I’ve never felt so sure about anything in my life, something so real, something so pure you could never imagine anything breaking apart the bond that I thought we shared…I must admit now, that I was blind to the obvious facts…That I was the fool, that I was the game, that I was only a stepping stone in the road you love to walk on…  …Take A Bow …

          As I sit here alone, thinking of you….Tears somehow come to my eyes… I wipe them away, trying to be strong for me…Yet, tears manage to keep filling my eyes, and pain seems to be setting in my heart deeper and deeper… I try to tell my self that I made the right decision, that time heals all wounds… That this is not the first time and if I stayed, it wouldn’t of been the last heart ache I suffered… The amount of pain that you have inflicted on ones heart is beyond what any of these words may even begin to describe…  …Take A Bow …

         I begin to wonder if you miss me, as I miss you… If you ever loved me, as I did you…. If you long for my touch upon your cheek, as I do yours… Do you wake up in the middle night and reach out for me, only to find that I’m not there… Do you ever wish you could feel the warmth of my lips upon yours… If I had to guess at your answers, they would be…….. no…… Cause you would only feel those things if you actually cared…Which I know now, due to your multiple careless actions that your definition of “love” , is far from that of what it should be… The love that I have for you, is the type some people only dream about having, some people search a lifetime for and still never find it and few actually find it… I thought I had that in you but now I know different, as I sit here with my only companion …….Loneliness…    …Take A Bow …

         All of the secrets and lies, the deception and tries… What could the outcome possibly be from something that was just a one-sided show… I truly loved you and was completely faithful to you, all I did was try to make our family a success… While you were destroying me in excess… I still don’t want it to be, but its obvious to me that it’s over now…  …Take A Bow …

Regretfully yours,
      -Me-