This is me. David.

Writing on Triond to earn some money however much it is. I’m stuck in Wembley, London, a place not many would wish to live. Now, this age, as those who are over 15 should know, is so depressing. Ugggh is best used expression for it.  I have so many things I want to do, some many things I want to achieve but one thing after another and I can’t do them. Number 1, is my stupid age. Not only am I not at the age to do things childish and have fun, I’m not yet the age to do things more adult and fun. I can’t go to the playground and have some real fun nor can I drive a car and smoke. All because of two stupid numbers that are holding me back. And then I think, how stupid! What is the difference between me and an 18 year old. Maturity isn’t something you earn by age, you have to learn it. For all anyone else knows, I could be more intelligent and more mature than a Russian billionaire with 1/6 of the world’s oil in his hands. I want to get a job most of all. I want to be someone, not just someone who wakes up, watches telly, goes to bed and has a bad dream but someone who has made a mark on the world…or at least the company I’m working for. But I’m stuck in school. Something I don;t really agree with but I kinda know where the point is. It’s just, while I’m bored to death in mathematics, I think, well what If I die right now? I haven’t done half the things I’d want to do. I haven;t had a child, my own apartment, a car, the ability to go to the cinema, watch a classic horror film and not be asked for I.D. I wouldn’t have had the responsibility to…….buy a car, spend more than £50 without my mum and I could go on a holiday all on my own. There are so many problems in my life. So you’ll have to keep reading my saga of my life. See ya next time.

A lonely 15 year old, 

David