Journey of life is always filled with ups and downs, but its always how we approach life that makes it easy or hard. From panic to terror to calmness and peace I find that not all situations can be handled the same way, but at the least it can be handled.
Things I do for help.
A. I see a therapist every two weeks
B. I see a doctor once a month for my medications
C.I also see a psychologist and family councilor once a week
D. I have joined a 12 step anger management group for extra therapy
6. These things listed above shows what kind of man I want to be and yes I am at war with myself and only myself everyday. No matter how bad and dire my situation gets I am a man still standing strong on a tough road to recovery. I have quieted my mind and centered on myself worth. These things listed above does not make me look weak, or you, in fact its quite the opposite. These are strengths, this is you saying no more. I don’t want to yell at my wife or hit the wall or scare the heck out of her through volatile behavior. This is you saying, I am so much better then that and its time for a change.
7. These paths that we have created for ourselves as men are not easy whether they be bad or good. But we do have to accept them by stepping up the responsible way and say. YES, I did that. Truth to yourself is a big step to also being honest with your wife. Come on men, we do lie. We do it out of fear of arguing and out of fear of being caught doing something wrong. What would really happen if you told the truth and was able to discuss it with her in a rational manner. Perhaps the problem would resolve itself by showing her that yes you were wrong and then ask her for help to keep you on the correct path. She married you, she loves and she will help you.
Now you have all heard quite a bit about me, and by far I am not a perfect man for realization of the things I have done and gone through. But I am a better man each and everyday for it. Give your heart to yourself first, she will appreciate that more then you know.
GODBLESS ALL THAT HAVE JOURNYIED WITH ME THROUGH THESE HARDTIMES AND BLESS THOSE WHO HAVE JUST JOINED US. I PRAY THAT YOUR LIVES BECOME RICHER THROUGH UNDERSTANDING OF WHAT I HAVE DONE WRONG AND THE THINGS I AM DOING TO FIX IT.
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