Reunion…and Sandara’s big fat mouth…
It was depressing; my mind was racing as emotions were trying to get the better of me. Okay, was I being too melodramatic? I think I was…but can you freaking blame me?
He’s Park JaeBum, for Pete’s sake!
My first boyfriend. The person who knew about my stalking past with BigBang.
The guy who actually said to my face that he hates celebrities…and now…he’s one of them.
Have you felt that everything was a blur after? Yup, I just remembered Yoobin and the group walked in and my eyes met JaeBum’s and that’s it!
Now here I found myself sitting alone under the moonlight. I didn’t remember how I got here or how I even excused myself. I sighed as I pulled my hair down I left it flowed down to my shoulders. I didn’t push myself to swing. I just sat there and though I may have looked calm, I wasn’t.
I was still n the aftershock mode. Everything was too fast. Wasn’t it just this morning that I seen JaeBum the first time after all these years and I dashed off…having my forehead literally kissed TaeYang’s hard chest…then I ran hand in hand with Jiyong Kwon.
Now this.
Funny that I ran away from the building because of JaeBum just for me to face him at the end.
I sighed.
It wasn’t the reunion I was hoping for, actually I didn’t expect for any reunion at all. If only I can NOT show my face at JaeBum I will. Especially now that he is a celebrity.
Yeah, I had no face to appear in front of him because of our past.
He was the guy, apart from my family, who knew about my past. What would happen if he read the news about a mystery girl running hand in hand with Big Bang’s leader? I wasn’t exaggerating, but I should at least expect the worst that could have happened.
Thinking about all these was too tiring for me. If only I could sleep these all off. If only I could pack my bag and fly to a place where complicated life was almost non existent. If only…
“Can we talk?” A male familiar voice cut my trail of thoughts.
I looked up and saw JaeBum hovering over me. No, I didn’t entertain of running away.
I nodded and pointed at the empty swing beside me. Everything was starting to be nostalgic that very second, realizing that he was sitting on the exact spot years ago while I was on mine.
“How are you?” He asked hesitantly.
To tell you the truth, I was too tired to say, “I’m not fine. In fact I wanted so much to go to my room and hide under the covers at least for a year.” Just thinking about the whole drama I was in, makes me so f.cking tired.
I turned to and watched him over my shoulders. He’s hot. I would be lying if I deny it. His new world suits him. Life has been good to him. “I’m fine. So…2PM, huh?”
“I’m fine.” Came my short reply.
I couldn’t shut off my super hearing power as I heard him sighed deeply. His ragged breathing. I even sneaked a glance and saw him smiling to himself.
I always love his smile. His perfect set of white teeth…they way his eyes turned into slits…
“What’s so funny?” I heard myself asked.
He shook his head this time. “Weird huh?” he replied, looking back at me. “I mean, I thought my eyes were playing tricks on me when I saw you this afternoon in the dance studio…I was trying so hard to stop myself from asking Yoobin or SunYe.”
I smiled sheepishly, “You caught me huh?” I sighed. “To tell you the truth, I am still shocked that Yoobin’s a singer and you, my—” I gasped. Darn! I shouldn’t have said that!
“Ex-boyfriend.” He interrupted.
“Yeah, you being one of those guys.”
“Yeah…”
-AWKWARD SILENCE_
I caught him stealing a few glances at me before he opened his mouth and asked, “Do you still have a…”
I am not stupid. He was asking about my stalking disease with Gdragon.
“You mean, if I am still stalking Big Bang?” I laughed. “Nah! I was in a rehab for five years.” It was half- truth. Though I wasn’t particularly being dragged in to a hospital. “I am cured.” Yeah, right!
He just nodded. “I see…”
- ANOTHER AWKWARD SILENCE-
“I’m sorry.” He was always a gentleman, except the breakup. He ungentlemanly broke up with me through text. I knew he must have gone through a little embarrassment as well when I was caught. I knew his friends might have taunted him like crazy for having a stalker girlfriend. I knew that he was ashamed of what I did, of what I was.
“For what?” I didn’t dare to look at him. For an instant, all the emotions came rushing back.
“For—“
“Don’t worry, I would have done the same thing.”
-0-0-0-
Dear Diary,
“What a day!
What could be worst than what happened to me today, right?
What was worst than meeting my ex?
Yup, it was me facing the reality that what I was feeling for Jiyong wasn’t infatuation or fan girl moment—I was really falling for him.
What was infuriating was that I knew for a fact that he couldn’t reciprocate whatever I felt for him, but I still let myself fall for him—hard.
But the best thing was that Jaebum and I are now okay. We stepped over the past.
We both moved on.
I sighed and closed the diary. Before I could actually stash it away, my mobile phone rang. I squinted and read, “Yoobin.” I should have known that she was going to be all curious. “Yoobin!”
“Don’t tell me you’re in your pink shorts now.”
“Excuse me?” I looked around. “H-How did you know?”
“Put on something decent, unnie. I’m with YeEun and SunYe, waiting for you downstairs. Bye!”
Serious? Downstairs meaning they came back?
-0-0-0-
“Well?”
“Well what?” I asked as I sat down in front of YeEun and Yoobin, SunYe was on my right. “I can’t believe you three are here. Aren’t you supposed to be resting or something?” I asked laughing. They just took off their covers; cold masks and beanies. “Are you sure about drinking soju?” Watching in horror at the unopened soju bottles in the middle of the table.
They nodded.
“Don’t try changing the subject, deary…” It was SunYe. “Spill it.”
“Spill what?” I asked, faking innocence. They fixed their interrogatory eyes on me. I should have expected this to happen when JaeBum walked in. “Okay, fine. JaeBum’s my ex-boyfriend.”
“We’re not talking about him, but GDra—” SunYe stopped then gasped. “Serious?! You two were—”
My eyes were now so huge that I swear my eyeballs would pop out any second. “That was not what…you…want…to…talk…about?”
They shook their heads.
“We saw you and Jiyong oppa running away, holding hands.” Yoobin said.
“And your sister Kara told us that you were the infamous stalker of Big Bang five years ago.” SunYe added.
“Where are their undies?” Yoobin’s eyes were twinkling mischievously.
“Tell us about Jaebum first!” SunYe’s voice squeaked in excitement. “Was he a good kisser?”
“Where did you and Jiyong oppa go?” YeEun asked.
“Oh, man!” I groaned as I covered my face with my hands.
I’m so busted!
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i think jae bum still likes dara 
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