It was depressing; my mind was racing as emotions were trying to get the better of me. Okay, was I being too melodramatic? I think I was…but can you freaking blame me?

He’s Park JaeBum, for Pete’s sake!

My first boyfriend. The person who knew about my stalking past with BigBang.

The guy who actually said to my face that he hates celebrities…and now…he’s one of them.

Have you felt that everything was a blur after? Yup, I just remembered Yoobin and the group walked in and my eyes met JaeBum’s and that’s it!

Now here I found myself sitting alone under the moonlight. I didn’t remember how I got here or how I even excused myself. I sighed as I pulled my hair down I left it flowed down to my shoulders. I didn’t push myself to swing. I just sat there and though I may have looked calm, I wasn’t.

I was still n the aftershock mode. Everything was too fast. Wasn’t it just this morning that I seen JaeBum the first time after all these years and I dashed off…having my forehead literally kissed TaeYang’s hard chest…then I ran hand in hand with Jiyong Kwon.

Now this.

Funny that I ran away from the building because of JaeBum just for me to face him at the end.

I sighed.

It wasn’t the reunion I was hoping for, actually I didn’t expect for any reunion at all. If only I can NOT show my face at JaeBum I will. Especially now that he is a celebrity.

Yeah, I had no face to appear in front of him because of our past.

He was the guy, apart from my family, who knew about my past. What would happen if he read the news about a mystery girl running hand in hand with Big Bang’s leader? I wasn’t exaggerating, but I should at least expect the worst that could have happened.

Thinking about all these was too tiring for me. If only I could sleep these all off. If only I could pack my bag and fly to a place where complicated life was almost non existent. If only…

“Can we talk?” A male familiar voice cut my trail of thoughts.