“You’re early.” I groaned again. “Can you call me back again?” I mumbled.

“Guess what?” was her hurried response.

“Tell me later…How come you still sound so chirpy?” I heard a little commotion on the other line. “You’re not suffering from hangover?” I pushed myself to sit and lean on my head board.

“You dried up all the bottles yourself.” It was YeEun’s voice on the other line.

“Hello? Unnie, SunYe here. We are now in the dance studio with Big Bang.”

I almost dropped the phone.

“Y-You’re telling me that because?”

“You didn’t remember what you did last night?”

I leaned on my bed’s headboard, with my eyes’ still closed and tried to remember what happened last night.

“Okay, I remembered grabbing the bottle from your hand and poured it into my glass, which I think was my fifth or eighth, then drank it. Then I continued babbling about why I was thrown far, far away from Korea–”

“Because of humiliation.” SunYe continued. “In which by the way, you pointed out why you’d been dumped by JaeBum Oppa.”

I nodded. “Then I mentioned about how soju possessed me BIG TIME while checking the glass.”

“You’re getting out of the topic here. Anyway, I asked if it’s love, big love, or great love.” SunYe again.

“Really? My head is blank now.” I couldn’t remember a thing. “To Jaebum or—“

“No, silly!” She giggled, “Well, let me jug your memory. You actually cried like crazy after I asked about your feeling towards Jiyong Oppa. If it’s love, big love, or great love.”

My heart was racing. “I cried?”

“It was more of bawling!” It was Yoobin’s voice on the other line. “You even said that you wished it’s just a fangirl infatuation but it wasn’t.” GOD! “To be more precise—”

I gripped my mobile phone tighter as the scene came rushing to me slowly.

{…

“I wanted so much to tell him about my past when we were together, but I couldn’t. I don’t know what God’s plan is. Why are these things happen to me? Should I confess to him or not? And worst, I love him and even though how much I tried not to…but I do.” I slumped my head down on my arms and cried. “I’m so stupid for being a stalker five years ago and today wasn’t any better since I love the very same person. How could a person like me exists?”

“So what are you planning to do? Run away like what your sister told us?” Yoobin asked.

“Hide?” SunYe asked.

“Or face it bravely.” It was more of a statement from YeEun.

I took a deep breath and met their gazes. I shook my head and blew the air from my chest before I said, “Give me your phone.”

…}

This time I really did dropped the phone.

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please overlook my English coz its definitely not my first language. like this?

chap 12