The email to Connor about who i liked is underlined. Fortunately after i realised i was being an idiot, i begged him not to read it. He listened after i persistently asked him not to. Here is the email:  Look Connor if you really want to know who i like, think just a little harder. Did you really ever believe i liked Owen?? i did, but he just wasn’t you. See the thing is that whenever I’m not around you, it’s just so boring and gloomy and pointless. I know that you’ll probably never like me again but I’m just taking this chance to say please don’t let Martine change you. Or anyone for that matter.You know every time you follow me to the bench I feel better even to know you walking behind me. What does that say???
Did you know that there has been so many times where i wanted to write this letter but i never found the words. please don’t tell anyone. i hope that answers you question.
 your sincerely
Bianca
p.s i was sooo wrong about how it was Owen that made me happy because only you can do that. see you at school.
THe next chapter might take a while because i have to live it to write it.

Georgina my sister, is sometimes annoying but she is usually right about boys. She says Connor is leading me on cause he follows me to the bench, he asked me to dance at the disco and that kinda stuff. To see the next problem thrown at me,read chapter 5. But as i said it may take a while cause i have to live it to write it.