I never remembered smoking my cigarette; no doubt it tasted absolutely discussing compared the beautiful flower that was sat in booth one waiting for my return. The vision was quite disturbing, you had beautiful Jodie and all these vultures around her, I didn’t waste time and after my cigarette was finished, or rather I had finished with the cigarette I went back inside in a much more calmer state, however I think I made myself worse, I could see her in all her beauty through the little window and I gained something of a crush when I was merely watching, and to sit back down now, I was more of a nervous wreck than when I left.

Jodie was in front of me, I could see all of her. In reference to the ‘Poppy Reds’ lunch date she was sat to the left hand side of me, and for her to be now sat right in front of me was actually quite nerve wracking and scary. It is a confronting stance. Now imagine someone so incredibly gorgeous and sensual sat right in front of you? You’ve seriously got to be made of something special to withstand the emotions that would follow the visual recordings. I got up and sat next to her, I just wanted to cuddle her and be close and physical. I remarked that I had this feeling to just cuddle her, we laughed and she allowed me quite contently to snuggle into her.

More quality time followed and more flirtations. At that point I felt like I was learning and getting to know someone who would prove very important in my life. I felt as though two souls were reunited and we must learn to get on, almost as if we don’t have a choice on this one. And although it is only Wednesday and we first met on Saturday, it is never too early to feel something real, for example you spend a maximum of one hour in a shop but you know immediately if something speaks to your soul and you want to continue to purchase it and make it part of your life. I felt Jodie was the same, I felt I immediately want to obtain her and make her part of my life. I also felt that we were growing closer and closer together, we were getting stronger, our love was getting thicker. I can honestly say that on four days of knowing this girl, I was falling in love with her, she was constantly on my mind and when I was not with her in person I was on the phone to her or texting her.