But Jodie, being Jodie…the ambitious, strong willed individual she is, she would not give up and was under no apprehension on giving up, far from it, this girl was going to fight and show me her commitment to me…within a text or two, a knock resonated throughout the office space, I knew it was for me…my heart sank and I was in complete anticipation…I walked down the few steps that lead to the opening of the door, I opened the door struggling as I did so due to the many papers in my hand. A flood of light hit my eyes and amongst the blurriness of seeing a bright day compared to a dim office space and flickering computer screens was Jodie’s silhouette, her beautiful, fresh face slowly developed along with a light surrounding her statue which made her look like an angel. This site…I can never forget and will never forget…she looked angelic, almost like my savior had come for me…throughout my anxiety attacks of pure paranoia came a savior to make it all better and take my pain away.

I stood closer to her as seeing her had brought it all back, on why I loved her so much, I am completely star struck when I see her and all my pain and worries disappear, I can see an honesty in her eyes and I feel so guilty and terrible for the way I loose patience and throw worries I have at her instead of talking them through with her. She leant in and gave me a jewellery box with H. Samuel written on it…I was so nervous and wanted to close the door behind me and run off with her, in this light that surrounded us both now and just disappear.

I gave her the papers I was holding as not to make a romantic moment a clumsy one. I slid the box out of the H. Samuel protective sleeve